Omg some guy on cam yesterday insisted on calling me a nigger and that he loves my nigger hair, that i was a cute little nigger and that i should say that i’m a nigger to get him hard.

He tipped me with every comment so i let him go for it, albeit confused. No one else in my room was saying Anything, or tipping for that matter, and i wondered what they were thinking about it.

I was surprised, and i started laughing every time he said it, because it was just so rude it was hilarious… and it would never fly in real life. But this is a fantasy. In porn all your deepest darkest imaginations can come true.

I get turned on by some things that are considered wrong too, so i’m not judging.

I don’t identify with any race so i don’t really care who’s a nigger or not, but i haven’t been faced with a situation like that before, where i have a choice to be insulted, not just for me but for anyone else who might get affected by such matters in my chatroom, or play along and admit that i was a good little nigger for him.

Then i thought to myself, ok fine, 

We’ve already established that i’m a whore, willing to degrade myself to the status of sex object for money,

but what kind of nigger am i, a cheap nigger or an expensive nigger?

If i’m gonna belittle myself, and an entire race of human beings, it’s gonna be worth more than 2$, which is pretty much what he’d put into it so far. So i told him i’d say whatever he wants in private, and he was not having it. He kept insisting on my nigger hair, (not very eloquently for someone with the nickname Wanderingpoet) while the room stayed silent as a fucking mouse. I got bored of it and  finally i said ‘beggars don’t get n****s’, careful to sensor it, to not even give him That satisfaction.

He left.

I’m so clever 💡 

No i’m not. 

If I’ve established myself as a whore, want kind of whore am i?

You tell me. I made 20$ in 4 hours that day.

I gotta Up. My. Value.

Yes i’m doing this because it turns me on, but i’m doing it for MONEY.

I can’t friggin forget that.

I’m not into kinky shit. No butt stuff, no domination, no feet. I don’t even have toys.

I just like being watched. I like being secretive, and i like the idea of seemingly innocent things being very naughty.

But i’m not into being a cheap whore.

I’m worth it. And i gotta start believing that!!

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